my weight

Yesterday I lifted Ellie to give her a hug and she seemed SO heavy so I thought I'd weigh her to see if she's gained any weight. We have been stuck at the 28 lb mark for her forever and she never goes above that... even at 3 1/2 years old! Well, she was still there. I never ever weigh myself but since I had the scale out I thought I'd see how much I'd lost since having Cooper. Now I know I'm not a small girl and being that this is my journal I am going to just put it all out there... since I plan to continue losing with the 30 Day Shred and want to blog about it you will all know my weight then anyways. So... dun dun dun... I weighed 220 lbs 3 days before delivering Cooper. I weighed 210 when I got pregnant in December. Now holy hannah banana yesterday I weighed 194! Down 26 lbs!! I don't think I've been that low since I graduated from college 8 years ago! I am in shock. I feel like I've been eating crappy. Grabbing a bowl of whatever I've made Ellie for lunch... like mac n cheese. Drinking to much pop and coffee. Eating cookies and chips. Must be the breastfeeding. And if this is the case... I think I'm going to breastfeed Coop until he's 27.