Wow, it's been over a week since I've written anything! It's been a busy week. My aunt and uncle are here from Ohio. They drive a HUGE camper and park it at a local campground each year. So we've been spending lots of time down there eating, swimming, sun bathing, playing bean bags, etc. It's been fun.

We had E baptised on Sunday at church. G's mom, grandma, aunt and uncle came down for it. But we missed his sister. My parents were there, sister, cousins, aunts and uncles and a few friends. It was a really nice service and E behaved really well. She didn't get real fussy or get real loud during the service (which I was worried about!) She looked so beautiful in her little dress and sweater. We got some way cool gifts for her to, my favorite is a bible, about the size of a dollar bill folded in half, with a cotton lacy cover that comes off and it can be used as her hanky on her wedding day. It is from my aunt and uncle who are here visiting. After the service we had a yummy breakfast in the fellowship hall. It was really nice to be able to get G's family and my family together. It doesn't happen often enough.

Ok, I need some advice now. I am really struggling w/ going back to work after having E. It is week 3 back to work and I am still crying in the a.m. when I leave her w/ the sitter. Is it going to get easier? All I want to do is spend every minute w/ her. I don't want to miss anything. It kills me to think she may roll over, talk or walk for the first time when I'm not there. I want to be the one to hold her when she's upset and fussy. I want to comfort her and let her know her mom is there and will be there whenever she needs me. It's just really, really hard. I am amazed at the enourmous amount of love I feel for this little person!!

Does anyone know of some good at home business ideas that I could possibly do as a stay at home mom? To be comfortable w/ staying home I need to earn about $1400 a month. Any suggestions would be appreciated!!

Well, tomorrow is our Friday. We get a nice 2 day vacation on Wednesday and Thursday this week. E and I have a chiropractic appointment on Wednesday a.m. and then we may bop around downtown for a couple hours, eat lunch and shop around, if it's not to hot out! This 90+ degree weather w/ the humidity is AWFUL!

Ok, I've got to get some sleep... night

K