8.06.2009

whine, whine, wine...

God I was so bitchy to Ellie this evening and I'm feeling terrible. She doesn't deserve to be snipped at because I'm tired or feeling crappy. I feel like a terrible bitchy mommy. Ugh.

I have been having at least 2 moments a day where I literally cannot keep my eyes open. I just have to put on a movie and tell Ellie I need to close my eyes for a few minutes... 30 minutes later I wake up and think, geez, she should not be left alone like this! It is kinda scaring me... how so tired I am and I still have 6 weeks to go!!

My hips hurt.

My lower back hurts.

My va-jay-jay is gonna hurt. Bad.

I can't even stand at the sink and do a full sink of dishes. My lower back starts hurting to bad and I literally have to lean against the sink with both my arms and finish the dishes that way!

I am an emotional wreck. I cry because I feel bad for fish... people fish for them, their mouths bleed and then they get thrown back in the water. What the hell is the point? I was a the beach and felt bad because they were collecting clams for the kids, prying them open (does this hurt them??), cleaning them out and letting the kids take the shells home.

Am I ridiculous or what?!

I am SO ready for this baby to get here. I need a glass of wine (or maybe a bottle) and a pitcher of beer margaritas.

Off my whiny soap box. Sorry.


5 comments:

Miss said...

I often take a small nap while my kids watch a movie or play quietly in the next room...I think she is totally old enough to do that =)

I should clarify I don't do it when Trigg is awake =)

misguidedmommy said...

so sorry to hear your vajayjay is hurting

bwaahahahahahahah!

sorry.

EM said...

I feel bad for the fishies too....they dont deserve that. At least eat em', thats what I say. And what about those people who KNOWINGLY step on Ants! What makes them think thats okay? Ugh. But sleepin' when the babe is totally fine and content watchin' her movie...now that's JUST FINE! :)
hang in there girlfriend, at the end of it all, the six weeks will have flown by.

Marni's Organized Mess said...

Can we have whiny party together? Oh how I would treasure it!

Rachel said...

I'm so sorry :( I remember not being able to stand at the sink either!