stuff on my mind

Think I lost some if not all of my mucous plug today. Ish. I know, sorry. But this is my journal remember?

I'm paranoid about this flu season with a baby who cannot get the vaccinations.

I'm getting real tired of cat hair.

I hate that we turned our cable tv off. No tv really sucks ass. I'm especially tired of Barbie movies.

I'm missing some of my beloved maternity pants... a couple of the few pair that actually fit me right now.

I need to buy a few things for the baby and we are broke. I need to get a job. What's the likelihood of that happening anytime in the next 8 weeks? Crappity crap crap. Feel free to leave donations at White Rock Bank in our name. :) (I booked no shows for the 1st 3 weeks of September since we didn't know when this babe would get here!)

I really lucked out when I found Greg. When I think about how different my life could have turned out with an a-hole of a husband... especially during these times when I'm an emotionally sensitive whiner... he is so patient. He cleaned up the kitchen, made dinner and put Ellie to bed tonight. Love him.

Did I mention that having no tv really sucks? I've already finished a book and every damn magazine in this house.

Thank God for the internet.

To preschool or not to preschool... that is our current dilemma.

Some days I just have to remember that tomorrow is another day and pray that God makes it a better day! Things may happen that are beyond our control. We will make it through those things... together. We have what we need in each other. I am so lucky to have the family I have. Greg is so lucky to have the family he has.

My brain cannot think this hard anymore. Going to bed... night.