better

For the first time in 4 days I am sitting up on the couch. May not sound like a big feat... but believe me, after the week I've had it's HUGE! Yesterday I tried eating a bit. In the entire day I had 2 pieces of toast, 2 small bowls of applesauce,a half a hot ham n cheese from Ar.by's and shared a banana with E. I drank water. Now today I've had a piece of toast, the other half of the hot ham n cheese and some fruit punch cry.stal light. I just made a bowl of easy mac and am going to see how that sits. I am actually hungry, which I haven't been all week. G just came in from hanging Christmas lights on the house and I told him I was craving a jr. who.pper. That is a good sign. I think I'm finally coming back to life.

Thank god for daycare too. Since we pay 2 weeks in advance this entire week was already paid for. So we sent E today. I do kinda feel guilty sending her when I am home... it's that mommy guilt thing. But boy is it nice to just lay around and relax... alone.

I can't believe I've missed so much work this week. I went Monday! Only! And now we have a 3 day weekend since Monday is Veterans day. So I will have had 7 straight days off from work. Wow, am I going to have a ton of catching up to do when Tuesday rolls around. Not looking forward to that.

Time to eat my easy mac. I'll probably be back later today. Bye.